on my mind

There has been quite a few issues on my mind recently.

I've been confronted by my parents about sunshine empire, the imminent pending of the sale of our coffeeshop and sorts.

He came to me and told me he had 2 issues to settle with me. The first was regarding the recent article about CAD with sunshine empire. He wanted to know about my involvement into it. He wanted to know how much I've put into it, how much I've gotten it back. To me, it felt like an utter put-down by him. I felt like I was told by him, that I've made the worst choice of my life, any idiot could do better, and as a result, I need him to manage it for me. I told him: I don't want to tell you it. Let me settle it myself.

The next was a consultation about whether he should sell his coffeeshop. Normally we would have a good discussion, but, I couldn't talk to him about it. I felt put-off, I felt that, It's not like my decision would be considered anyway. So fuck it. I told him: I think you can settle it yourself, I don't have any opinions. What he said made me think alot. He said: I feel that I'm sure I won't leave it for you, you won't be taking over am I right?

Deep in me, I know, I'll open a cafe, but, I guess, I won't do it on their plot. I guess, I'll do it the way others do. By renting.