emptypromises

i wish you can understand my position as an upline. not only am i disappointed in you for suddenly disappearing on me after giving me and MY uplines so many promises
-DAB upline

when i see things from my position, it feels limited, i can't understand, i try to put myself into the shoes of others, to understand them, but i get it all wrong.

in the end, my guesses are no-guesses, not assuming would be a better choice.

try as i may, i can't understand others, no one understand me similarly too, i happened to read this message from one of my uplines, after my incident with him was resolved. it touched me slightly.

i made promises, wild promises, but nothing fruitful came out of it, i disappointed people, while at the same time i hated to disappoint people, i disappointed people on the same side as i am. they're too polite to say so, but they know who did who wrong.

i won't make empty promises anymore, i hate it as much as those who hear it.

i am scared or i used to be scared because of the fact of empty promises. hiding facts is not a good thing. i have to do things that i myself are convinced, if not i will stutter and be stunned till i die and the task to do has been replaced by someone else, more able to do it than i can.